October 2012
2 posts
L.I.F.E.
Life is not a race. Slow down and just enjoy the ride, then will you see the beauty of life. We as a human being often forget what is life and how to appreciate it. That is because we are always chasing for the perfect life, when actually we already have a perfect life that most of us tend to over looked at. I don’t blame you though because now days with all the media and stories about the...
The Room
I’m trying to leave the room but the door is still open. Every time I walk passed the room, all i can think is you and every time im in the room, the memories that we cherish together keep popping up in my head. I always wonder, after all this, should I close the door or should I just leave the door open. To be frank, Im scared. Im scared that if I leave the door open, I would stay all day...
May 2012
1 post
1st day without my love
I woke up like normal. got myself ready for friday pray but was a little bit late. After friday prayer I went home and eat lunch. So far everything was still normal and any slight of changes doesnt occur. Went to the gym after my lunch at parade. It was a great work out. atleast it could make me not thinking of her. after work out. i had an early dinner with my friend at dave deli and we chat for...
October 2011
1 post
How do I look at you now
Few days ago was the day when I asked her to my prom. I really wish I could post this on the day itself but I was too tired and busy the next day. I am really sorry for that.
Anyway, the day when i asked her to prom was the day when it all started. Today was the day when I did my first surprise towards her and make her dumb founded. This is the point when our love has just bloom and to me today...
August 2011
1 post
She deserves to be loved
I can’t talk spontaneously to her. I cant feel the love in my heart. I cant think straight. I can’t feel the love that she gave to me. I can’t even be myself. The only thing in my head was exams and exams over and over again. She doesn’t know about this but this is why I keep saying sorry to her lately even when she didn’t do anything wrong.
She is such a wonderful...
July 2011
2 posts
Trust my love and everything will be fine
please stay tunes ;)
It will not be the same without you
I am currently doing FIA in UiTM shah alam. Getting an ACCA qualification and becoming a successful accountant is my dream. I would work my ass off to archive this dream. I even make some ground rule for myself to keep track with my studies. Some of it are no sleeping during the lecture and makes notes after you studied that chapter. I obey this rule and hoping it will help me getting an A for my...
June 2011
2 posts
How big is our love ?
We have put our realationship in way the is futher than we can imagine. Now days, I can only meet her once in a week. Its sucks right but some how it has make us more close to each other, more attracted to each other and it made our moment even more meaningful. its not that it was not meaningful before but the meeting for once a week has spark our relationship :) so I guess we need to be thankful...
First Birthday in you and I am finally 18 bitches
It was better than I was expected. My love actually mady my day. haizz.. tgh malas ni. ltr sambung :P
May 2011
1 post
Last goodbye
Our last goodbye before college start was kind of simple and yet meaningful. We didn’t say anything about our feeling but we show it how much we care for each other. It was just a short goodbye before we can meet again. Remember when we had to separate for 10 days last time? We cant comunicate with each other for 10 days. It was hard. I wonder how will I react when college start. Will I be...
April 2011
4 posts
I wish I have a big table just for me to use alone. I wish I have my own room for myself so I can have my privacy inside . I wish I can have my own laptop so I can keep all my stuff inside it and people won’t know about it . I wish my english is good so I can write better . I wish no one in my family bother when I’m writing down something personal so I won’t have to wait till...
The stare
I saw you stared at me when we were in the tea cup. The deep stare that you always give to me when you look at my heart. the stare that just show how much you care , thankful and glad to have me in your life . That stare caught my attention . It made me think too . It made me think about have you ever wonder to go to SL with a guy . It also made me think whether can you image yourself with a guy...
I want her :)
I am in love with this girl . The way she made me feel is different than anyone else. Every day , I wish I could just be by her side . I want to spend my daily life with her because I know it will be fun to put her in my daily life. There will be a lot of laughing , playing around , spoiling each other , and loving each other. I won’t say it will be perfect because obviously there will be a...
She has just got an interview for a scholarship. What should I do now? Am I suppose to be freak out or am I suppose to be happy. Don’t get me wrong. it just… What will happen between me and her? are we going to be fine? Even now, my attitude has bring us down a lot of time. I wonder what will happen when there will be more person for her to meet. The possibility of her to meet a better...
March 2011
1 post
There is just something about you
There is just something about you that make go for you.
There are millions of girls out there that i keep putting my eyes on.
I keep my eyes open but yet in my heart keep sticking on you.
You make it real for me my love.
Ughh.....
February 2011
4 posts
Haizz...
Sometimes when there is a problem in life, you just need to stop for a while and think about the problem. It will be hard for you to continue your life like normal when the problem is still in your head. You need to think about what is the right thing you should do. Sometimes, I think by ignoring the person and leave the drama aside is the best thing but I guess I was wrong. When I put it aside,...
You are the reason but you are not the reason for...
I run because I want to. I made a move because I want to show her how I feel about her. I explain because I want to get things clear. You wrote her address just for fun okay. you told me that. You helped me when she didn’t answer. I never knew her mum had doubt on me before.
I really want to thank you for introducing me to her. I can never repay what you have done to me. but one thing is,...
Live your life my friend
When you see someone is so fragile get into a relationship with someone, it will just make you scared. scared that the person will get hurt. I don’t want something like last time to happen. remember H. It is something similar. That is why I wan you to tell kiddo about him so she can tell you her opinions because I don’t know him so I don’t want to give my opinion about him. that...
January 2011
4 posts
Easy way out
In life there is no easy way out. If you have done something wrong, deal with it. accept it as a lesson for you. I hate it if someone like to escape from what they have done. example, people smoke when they get stress with jobs, people drink when they got issues and people throw away the baby when they got pregnant. Life is full of challenges. We as human being need to know how to handle it after...
Accepting each other
Its is easy to love someone that love all the good things you do or you have but Its hard to love someone for who they are. What Im trying to say by loving for who they are is by accepting all the flaws of the person and still love the person as much as u did. This is because no one is perfect. They will always have some flaws even without realizing it. When someone love you for what you did, it...
How do we understand each other?
“why can’t a guy and a girl just be a best friends even if they love each other, Im guessing all the tv series that involve a guy and a girl being best friend are bullshit. stupid TV -_-“
I still remember that I wrote that phrase once in 2010. It was in the beginning of july. At that moment, I never thought that anyone would understand me and want what I want. I started to...
Goodbye 2010
It was one of the best year in my life i bet. there is so many great memories that I had in 2010. Especially the memories that I had with you. You are the highlight of my 2010 love. Last time I said I wanted to reply your blog. So here it goes.
There is this sweet girl and she kind of has my heart. I know the odd of me tripping is not next to nothing, but for her, the odd of her tripping is...
December 2010
5 posts
You finally said it love
Its been three month and finally the word that I been waiting has been spoken out loud to me. I was speechless and can’t even move for a while. I was dumbfounded. It make my heart say is this for real because I know how hard for her to love someone and suddenly I’m the person she love. After a couple of time, I finally calm myself down and really know that I’m the love of her...
I had the time of my life
Prom was over and I had the time of my life. There is no other person but you. You made it fun for me. I couldn’t wish for any other date because you are perfect love. You rock the dance floor. Doesn’t feel shy and play with the games. Oh my! you are one of a kind love. You and I even won the cutest couple. You just know how to bring joy in my life. Without you, I will only live an...
Trust
hey.. there’s something that iv’e been hiding from you. I don’t want this to keep bugging me in my head so I will just let it out. Ever since that day, Its hard for me to trust you 100%. I know we lied about silly stuff all the time and always be in denial but the things is, I was dying to know whats the answer and when I finally get the answer, I trust it 100% even though I...
hey life
High school life just ended. It was fun. hey new life. I know it start badly but please make it a lot better. plus, after all the studies. I need to find my life again. I miss you life :)
November 2010
9 posts
Thank you
hey you. thank you so much :)
Hhhmmmmmmmmm.........
Am I in this battle alone? at first it seems like you support me but now it make me wonder. I always keep my face up through all the battle even I had done some of it badly. The reason why I keep my face up is because I believe that you support me. Now it makes me think, how will I face my battle next week. am I gonna face it with a high confident? or am I gonna face it with just enough confident...
This song really show how I am when my friends...
“I dont want to give you 9 real roses and 1 fake rose so the last one wont die. I...”
– Ashraff Moghni
You
You are the closest to my heart. When Im with you I felt like Im with myself because the way you act, your likeness, and personalities are reflected to me somehow. I know you keep denying it but thats the truth. I felt very comfortable when Im with you. I dont need to be charming, flirty and amazing. I just need to be me and thats enough for you.
You are amazing of course. I cant deny that. Your...
I carry your heart
“i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)i am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret...
Taking chances
“Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward.”
— E.E. Cummings
trust your insincts and follow your heart towards love.
“Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk...”
– E.E. Cummings
October 2010
12 posts
Waiting
I will be waiting. Saying the ‘L’ word is hard for every person because its not just an ordinary word. It has a wonderful meaning about how you feel about the other person. Plus I know the pressure that you have been through. I hope by saying it first, I will make it easier for you and you will have more courage to say about your feeling because now you know you are not alone.
One...
You are not the only one
I know it may not be the 1st time for me but back then I was a different person. Now, I have change and I still dunno how to react in the situation as the new me. Sometimes I can see that I will react like the old me but that just wrong. Basically, Im still new in this thing even though I used to be with someone.
I wan to lead the way but I dun wan you to lose the principles that u keep in ur...
Note to self
From now on I will follow this principle in life
Dont over think about it, just do it
Enjoy what I have now
Be a better person than last time
Listen to the brain after listen to ur heart
Stop thinking way ahead to the future
After SPM to do list
SPM will be over in a month, so I need to have something to do after SPM.
5 Things that I will certainly be doing after SPM
1. Spent time with her :)
2. Go back late every nite
3. Play golf almost everyday
4. Join a martial art class
5. Be wild!!
5 things that maybe I will do after SPM
1. Shisha shop with friends
2. Learn surfing
3. Spending new year at Singapore
4. Going to...
Your smile :)
When you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile - Bruno Mars.
I never tought that phrase was true until I experience it my self. Maybe the whole world never stop and stare for awhile but I know I stop and stare for awhile at those beautiful smile of yours. When I see your smile, it just make me feel complete.
My oldself
My heart taking over the brain. never thought it will happen to me again but it did eventually. Now Im more scared if something else will come back in me. So now I really need to beware for the worst and stay away from it. Luckily last time I was manage to go back to my senses because if not tears will come out of right from my heart. I know it take awhile for me to become the normal me back but...
Relationship Phobia
I guess I am still scared after my previous relationship. Scared to hurt you even tho i know I will try my best not to hurt you. Scared that I will be the psycho again even tho I know I have changed. Scared that I will make another mistake even tho I know you are worth to be with. Scared that I only know how to say it and don’t know how to show it even tho I know I can do it. All this...
September 2010
2 posts
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